sorry this is so long, but im really feeling it right now
so im pretty much tired of everything. :
working, trying, eating, sleeping.
i hope this goes away when we move away. i hope we move away from this unhappiness that comes out of nowhere.
it just doesnt make sense.
tonight we are going to a show. hopefully we can for get about stupid things and just have fun.
we will be with cool people we love and listening to music. not nessicarily awesome music,
but good musicians and its usually pretty relaxing.
music makes me happy again. i cant get enough of it
my two favorite albums right now that i am listening to back to back are
NOFX- the decline
TV on the Radio- desperate youth, blood thirsty babes.
the decline is so awesome. its about 18 minutes long/short and every minute is amazing and different.
they have come such a long way since the stuff i listened to in high school.
but i remembered why i liked them so much as soon as i heard it. its fun to listen to really loud
with the windows down on the way to work. it wakes me up and its like im saying "fuck you!!!" when i
pull into the parking lot filled with mercedes and range rovers.
tv on the radio is just so different from anything ive heard. its one of those bands that
your like why isnt this bigger...its so different. im actually really surprised that its on
touch and go records. distorted bass, loud drum beats and two really awesome soul singers. you just want to
grove to their music all day.
if anyone downloads a song...which you all should, download King Eternal or Staring at the Sun or Dreams
and turn it up really loud and listen to the whole thing. it really puts you somewhere else.
they are playing in tuscon in may. i think we will have to go to that.
they are playing in detroit at the magic stick on april 15th and if youre bored, you should all go.
ok, now im in a better mood.
see?? music is so awesome!!
i hope steve gets home early.i hope he is happy. i like it when hes happy.
i think that work has got the best of him. i hope he realizes that i see this and im really sad about it.
YOU HEAR THAT!!!!????
people DO care about you and how you feel.
only one more day and there will be days off for both of us.
18 in a row!!! steve probably had to work 10 double shifts in two weeks.
they abuse us there.
its really hard to say that the paychecks will be nice. its like we are disregarding the fact that
we are being worked harder than any employee there. they better give us a bonus before we leave.
we are doing them such a favor by staying until june.
now we have another burden of finding someone to crash with for the last month we are here because
our lease is up in may.
frank needs to go to the vet. he has anal issues. bloody ones. hes been spraying a lot too.
poor little black pants. he is so skinny, i wonder if its just worms. it could be. that would be
really easy...just pills right??
i cant wait until we move back to michigan. green grass, no work for a couple months, camping, friends, family.
i remember when steve and i used to go to the scrap piles of the new houses being built and get out nice peices of
scrap wood to paint on. we wwould hang out in the back yard of my parents house and spray paint all day.
that was a nice simple fun. something i havent had in too long.
its nice to have my car back again. i love to drive with the top down i the windy sun. hopefully she
will make it back to michigan over the tall mountains. i think i would like to take her around michigan this summer.
ive decided to try to work at the detroit zoo. my dad knows a zoologist there and said he will help with that.
i really want to do something with animals. i think i will feel much better doing that then serving humans.
sorry this was so long, i just had a cup of coffee and i needed someone to talk to.
i feel better
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